It is funny, you know.
Everything is going swimmingly in my life.
Except that I have porked up a bit. That has filled the neurosis void.
And I gotta say – I forgive myself for porking up.
Hard months, travel, new romance, not being able to run…….not excuses, just what has happened.
I have gone (mostly) off the grog for 1 month. I found it hard, and got resentful.
The calm before the binge, right? Diet, binge, diet, binge….it is exhausting. I hate counting calories.
I am coming around to the fact that I have to be vigilant. I can’t eat or drink whatever I like. Most people can’t.
Preparation. Vigilance. Responsibility.
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